ibu.
i really love you.sorry i didnt send u anything frm india dis yer,not even cards,i am sooo sorry!next yer when i go back to msia im gona buy you anything that u wanted.i promise dat(what abt a laptop?hmm with internet connections so that you can BLOG n u can read mine and abglong's!:P)!i'm sorry abglg's a jerk.i dunno what is up with him but it'd better be GOOD!GRR!
ibu i really admire you.you are such a strong lady.n you stay strong until today.
i can see sufferings dat uve gone through when i looked into your sad eyes,n yes u r standing still when all others are trying to bring you down.
ibu,i often wondered from where all those strength had come from.u didnt even eat that much!but i think i knew the answer now.its your uncompromised faith that u hv in Allah dat keeps you going.u hold on tightly to what u believe and dat keeps you on the right track.
ibu,i know dat it ain't easy to raise your 4 stubborn n stone headed children all by yourself.those tears you shed,your sleepless nights worrying about us,i know it ibu.to some extent,i think i do understand.im sorry ibu,me too,too helpless to help you.what else can i do other than apologize?
ibu im sorry our story ended so tragically.but maybe it's just a start of something better..i still believe dat this is just another test for us.so we hv to keep holding on.
ibu i'm learning to accept our fate,im sorry that im taking a longer time than what i should have.ibu it's so true when u said nobody's gona help us when we're in trouble so we hv to be independent and not rely on others,i can see dat clearly with my eyes after all these years.
ibu,when i was small i thought that u were the best mother ever existed in this world.n you know what,now i think that u r even better than that!
thank you for evrything ibu.
sorry if i'm not capable of being the kinda daughter dat u hoped for,but i will try my best to be the daughter u don't regret having.
i love you,ibu.
happy mother's day!
(ibu's going to umrah with ayin dis 1st june.i'm so happy for them,im sorry but i think im gona cry now)
