stupidity is not tolerated here.

hv never tried this.feel like trying once.

ok.actually i was trying to blog in malay but i kinda at lost of what to blog abt.plus am bizzi-dizzy rite now so yeaa me better stop playing around & start doing my work.FOR GOD SAKE anor!!!

oh and dis is something to ponder,sent by a frn through an email.

Mengapa seseorang Yahudi dibolehkan menyimpan janggut untuk mengamalkan kepercayaannya...
...tetapi bila seorang Muslim berbuat demikian, dia dianggap ekstrim dan pengganas?

Mengapa seseorang rahib boleh meliputi keseluruhan tubuhnya kerana memperhambakan diri kepada Tuhannya...
...tetapi bila seseorang Muslimah melakukan begitu, dia ditekan?

Mengapa bila wanita barat menjadi surirumah, dia dihormati kerana dikatakan berkorban untuk keluarganya...
.....tetapi bila wanita Islam berbuat begitu, mereka kata, "dia mesti dibebaskan!"

Mengapa mana-mana gadis boleh ke universiti dengan berpakaian mengikut kesukaannya kerana punyai hak dan kebebasan...
...tetapi bila seseorang wanita Muslim memakai hijab, dia tidak boleh menjejakkan kakinya ke universiti?

Mengapa bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati sesuatu bidang, dia dikatakan punyai bakat...
...tetapi bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati Islam, dia dikatakan tak berguna?

Mengapa bila seseorang Kristian atau Yahudi membunuh, agamanya tidak dikaitkan... tetapi baru sahaja seseorang Muslim didakwa melakukan jenayah, nama Islam turut diadili!
Mengapa bila seseorang berkorban diri untuk melihat orang lain hidup, dia amat disanjungi...
...tetapi bila seseorang warga Palestin melakukannya untuk menyelamatkan diri, keluarga, rumahtangga dan masjidnya, dia dikenali sebagai seorang pengganas?

Mengapa bila seseorang memandu kereta mewah dengan cara bahaya, keretanya tidak pernah dipertikaikan....
...tetapi bila seseorang Muslim melakukan kesalahan, orang kata ia adalah kerana agama Islamnya!

Mengapa kita terlalu percaya kepada akhbar...
...tetapi selalu persoalkan apa yang terkandung di dalam Al-Quranul Karim?
Sampaikan jika berasakan ia baik untuk sahabat anda!

done my part.:Pwell i mean yeaa so true.like in Germany,they're forbidding Muslim teachers from wearing scarfs,like wat the heck.its not like she's hiding a bomb in her hair or sumthing!doesn't make sense,does it?well they are just upgrading their imbecility level anyway.now who's the one who is actually oppressing women by denying their rights??it's funny that they don't feel a thing showing off their women's boobs yet feel so unsecure with a Muslim woman covering her head! wat the eF.(sorry,been using harsh words.clearly.STUPIDITY is NOT tolerated here!)

love is..(a poem by me)

love is such a great thing
for the joy that it brings
so beautiful a feeling
grants the life a meaning.

love is genuine and pure
it's a reason to endure
tho' it's vague and obscure
it's a treasure that's for sure.

love is a riddle foreseen
needs neither clue nor a hint
it's not blue nor it's green
it's not tint yet distinct.

love is the seed of existence
travels across any distance
the world smiles with its presence
and filled with tears with its absence.

love is a pleasure undefined
it's enormous yet it's fine
let not the heart rule the mind
for love is a foe when it is blind!

i can handle this!

this weekend and next week will be my busiest week so far since i've been chosen to be the speaker for our paediatrics seminar(out of 25 ppl,they picked my name!!!).tomorrow i'll be having end posting test for ortho,plus i have to present the malunited Colles' case in front of sir before that.and hv to meet mam after class to show the progress of paediatrics seminar.i haven't started practicing OBG seminar yet,i thought i can do it this weekend but i hv to start doing the power point presentation for my topic(for paed) as mam wanted to see it by tuesday(DUH! i hv to present OBG on the same day!)
i knows it seems pretty packed(with the fact that i havent studied ANYTHING at all,for theory exms!!!)but i know,Allah with never burden us with something that we cannot handle.
i can do this!
Dear Allah..pls make everything go smoothly for me..AMIN!

Holy Quran will be burnt?

"Subject:The Holy Quran will be burnt on next Saturday.Carrefour refused to boycott Israeli/American/Denmark Products. KFC (Kentucky Fried Chicken), McDonalds, Hardees, Burger King, Pizza Hutt & Starbucks have decided to buy Denmark Products to save their losses.Denmark wants to Burn the Holy Quran on next Saturday in the large grounds in Coppenhagen (capital city of Denmark ), in reply to the Islamic Boycott on their products. Please let's get together to boycott their products, and pray to Allah Almighty to show them the result of their intentions, which will be a lesson for the whole world. Forward this to as many friends as you can.PLS forward this text to as many Muslims as possible .. Can't u spare 15 minutes in order to spread this message among Muslims .. ASAP? REMEMBER THE PROPHET (SAW) MIGHT ASK YOU ON THE DAY OF JUDGMENT,' WHAT DID YOU DO WHEN THEY MADE FUN OF ME? HOW DID YOU DEFEND ME?' 7-up drink, LEGO, Cadbury chocolates, Hall Chewing gums or any product with barcode no. starting with 57 Please convince all Muslims to circulate this to Muslim ummah to ban Danish made products."

this article was forwarded by a friend of mine through an email.pretty shocking if it were to be true.i mean i don't know how far this boycotting thingy helps our brothers n sisters in Palestine(but i support the idea though),well maybe it helps in the long run,but what on earth will they get by burning our Holy book?it can alwys be reprinted anyway,millions of them.i know it is something that we should be furious at,but for me the most horrifying part is when Quran vanishes from the heart of the believers itself.Non believers disrespect our Holy book because they have bn rejecting it from the beginning but what about us,the so called Muslims,are we any better than them be it literally or practically? Preserving the teachings of Quran by actually practicing it for me is far superior than protecting the physical one.

chapter 25(al-furqan)
(30) "O my Lord! Truly my people took this Qur'an for just foolish nonsense."
(31) Thus have We made for every prophet an enemy among the sinners: but enough is thy Lord to guide and to help.
(32) Those who reject Faith say: "Why is not the Qur'an revealed to him all at once? Thus (is it revealed), that We may strengthen thy heart thereby, and We have rehearsed it to thee in slow, well-arranged stages, gradually.
33) And no question do they bring to thee but We reveal to thee the truth and the best explanation (thereof).

a letter for my brother

dear brother
i ve always wanted to write you a letter,i guess i just never did.i've never even sent you a birthday card,i have totally forgotten to value your existence as i was too absorbed with mine.
i don't know if i hv failed as a sister,or if i failed to show that i care or both but i know,i have somewhat failed.i was being selfish,all that matters to me was my success,my career,my life and none of them includes you.
i don't exactly remember when i started losing track of you.i thought you were okay.i thought they taught you every essence of life at the boarding school,you used to be such a bright student after all.in fact,you were much cleverer than me.remember you represented our state in Tunas Jaya?this must be hard on you,reminiscing your past.
i went through what you went through so no,you have no reason to blame the situation for your abrupt change of behaviour.you have chosen the wrong crowd.you turned wild,you hated mom,you never listened to her.
but believe me.this letter is not aiming to blame you.it's just that,i feel like writing a letter to you,something that i should have done a lonnnngggg long time ago.
i am sorry.
and i am sorry to see you suffer like this.
please don't give up,there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.i will hold your hand and we will walk through the tunnel together.
i love you,and you have to love yourself too.
we are human,and we do commit sins,our duty is to seek for Allah's forgiveness.
i am with you.
so don't be scared,ok?
and Allah is with us,as long as we don't abandon Him.

i wish you read this.

*sighs

the lost soul

the soul struggles to find its way back.
the soul couldn't see,
as it was cloaked by total darkness
the soul couldn't hear,
the soul couldn't feel
the soul was completely helpless
the soul cried but unable to shed any tears
the soul had lost all its senses,
all the senses that made sense
the soul was trapped in a kingdom ruled by Lusts and Desires
which was well guarded by Hatred and Ignorance
the soul couldn't escape
the soul seek freedom
but the freedom backstabbed
and left the soul diseased and lonely
and unattended.
and empty
the soul has lost.
and the lost soul
struggles to find its way back.

my brother dearie,this one is for you.

Cul-de-sac

Shivering in the cold
Secrets got unfold
Wishing to go back
It’s a cul-de-sac

You are not alone
Giving up, you don’t
There’s no place to hide
Hope you’ll find the light

It’s a stranger’s place
And you’re estranged in pace
This is not your fate
No it’s not too late

Open up your eyes
It’s not a time to cry
Find your destiny
Somewhere you’re meant to be

Have a faith in the truth
For it will guide you through
Crushing lust with a thrust
Till it scatters like the dust

From the ground we have come
To the same we’ll succumb
And this world will not last
Look at the time it’s moving fast

Wait no more
Tomorrow’s unsure
Go to where you belong
And be strong…

ps-this is a song actually,composed by me.i first wrote it for pat(lipas yg poyo),i somehow really felt connected to him,i hoped(v v much) he would give up his idea on being an atheist n started believing in Allah once again.n now it's for my beloved brother.let go of the hatred ayin,let go of the guilt,seek Allah's forgiveness day n night,u r a much better person than any1 else for u r the chosen one.

IF by kipling.

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,'
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!


ps-missed my literature class,used to hate it back then

have faith in HIM,HE will guide you through.

salam.
it's been a while ppl..yet years passed with just a blink of an eye.been going through a lot lately,am kinda unstable emotionally.tired of being helpless,witnessing unjustice,witnessing corruptions,and all the bad deeds but couldn't do anything to stop it.it is so exhausting being powerless..and the chosen brothers and sisters of Palestine (peace be upon them)are still being treated like animals by the most cruel and heartless terrorist,the Zionist.don't know when or how will it ends,but i strongly believe that they will confiscate their land back.and i hope i can be among the ppl who help to realize the mission.AMIN.

i am strong.i know it.but i don't know if the ppl around me are strong enough,the ones that i love,are they?my brother.he needs help.he is lost.i really wana guide him to the right path,i wish i could do everything to heal him.to heal his soul.he is not guilty,and i don't blame him at all.it's our fate that brought us to where we are today but NO,i don't blame fate as well.i don't blame anyone.i believe there are blessings behind all this.there must be.even a tiny one.yes i am strong as i do believe in Allah's blessings.i do believe that He is with me,every second that is.i hoped my brother thinks the same way,too.i am so lucky indeed that i wanted to cry realising how lucky i am.yes ive gone through a lot.things that i have never imagined before this,and here i am standing still.but my brother,he wasn't as lucky as i was.he wasn't prepared.and he's young.so he went astray,he commited sins,one after another.until it was unbearable even for an ignorant like him and Allah opens his heart to repent but sadly enough he doesn't know how to repent.he is so far away from the right path.and here i am,listening to the sad story of his,unable to do anything abt it.except for asking help from Allah.and as i was reading the translation oF Holy Quran,i came across this verse:(chapter 64)

No kind of calamity can occur, except with Allah's permission. and if any one believes in Allah, ((Allah)) guides his heart (aright): for Allah knows all things.

He knows best.
And everything did happen for a reason.
I believe in Him.and i believe there's always a way out for every obstacles in life.
I hope that Allah will guide my brother's heart to the rightness.And my other brother's heart and my mother's heart and my father's heart.And yours n mine as well.AMIN