dear brother
i ve always wanted to write you a letter,i guess i just never did.i've never even sent you a birthday card,i have totally forgotten to value your existence as i was too absorbed with mine.
i don't know if i hv failed as a sister,or if i failed to show that i care or both but i know,i have somewhat failed.i was being selfish,all that matters to me was my success,my career,my life and none of them includes you.
i don't exactly remember when i started losing track of you.i thought you were okay.i thought they taught you every essence of life at the boarding school,you used to be such a bright student after all.in fact,you were much cleverer than me.remember you represented our state in Tunas Jaya?this must be hard on you,reminiscing your past.
i went through what you went through so no,you have no reason to blame the situation for your abrupt change of behaviour.you have chosen the wrong crowd.you turned wild,you hated mom,you never listened to her.
but believe me.this letter is not aiming to blame you.it's just that,i feel like writing a letter to you,something that i should have done a lonnnngggg long time ago.
i am sorry.
and i am sorry to see you suffer like this.
please don't give up,there's always a light at the end of the tunnel.i will hold your hand and we will walk through the tunnel together.
i love you,and you have to love yourself too.
we are human,and we do commit sins,our duty is to seek for Allah's forgiveness.
i am with you.
so don't be scared,ok?
and Allah is with us,as long as we don't abandon Him.
i wish you read this.
*sighs
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