the diffident and abashed creature.

The shy creature refused to show his face.
("this is not for display",he said, earnestly before the photo was taken)






After abundant of persuasions,the shy yet unidentified creature agreed to show the normal half of his face.Rumor has it that the other half was badly scarred to the ultimate ugliness.Is it true?






so the question was finally answered.
the thing that the shy creature tried to hide from being publicized(or criticized) was his asymmetrical front teeth! :P










(dear Allah,protect kimi from the evilness and harshness of life,in the world and the hereafter.AMIN)

ban reality tv show in msia<--vote for dis!

i am sick of it.seeing those reality shows searching for new talents in singing,dancing,acting etc popping out like mushrooms after the rain in Malaysia.i see more harm than benefit in this trend.and it totally ruins the mentality of the people especially youngsters('oldsters' not to be excluded though).it is so out of control,this culture.no pressure from any party,no limitation,no barrier.i think that this is just wayyy too much.somebody should voice this out and stop all this nonsense.thousands of youngsters,okay now that they are opened for a wider range of age,malaysians should i say,come swarming for the auditions hoping that they could be the next mawi(not his real name).i used to watch this kinda show.at 1st i thought it was fun,seeing the contestants,one after another,leaving the show because of lack of votes but just imagine the money the audience used to vote for this people could feed millions of starving children in Africa,India etc etc,or it could be used to help Palestinians by providing medicines,foods,weapons etc etc.I regret supporting this kinda show by even watching it.In the end,what good has mawi(not his real name) bring for Islam or for the country?Or by any of reality tv stars?And the thought of becoming popular and being indulged with fame(cum money) has poisoned the minds of seemingly everyone,even the small kids.Finding a new idol to be worshipped has been a custom.While we are sinking,those Gog and Magog continue digging,i guess they should have been free by now.What i meant is we are in the last age,for god's sake!And the Zionists are taking over the world.They're becoming stronger n stronger yet we are becoming weaker and weaker.This kinda show has weakened us!So,with all due respect i urge everyone,EVERYONE to stop supporting this kind of programmes.Rise people.wake up,stop watching em,stop wasting your money to vote for destruction of your own nation.we have too much of entertainment that our spirit and strength are becoming paralysed progressively.

it is SO painful being helpless seeing this harmful event taking over.its like seeing a malignant tumor growing yet unable to resect it.the cancer is scary.the metastases is even scarier.so if you are itching or addicted to vote,vote for this-->ban reality tv show in msia.

103:1-3(al ASR)

By the time.
Verily Man is in loss.
Except such as have Faith and do righteous deeds and (join together) in the mutual enjoining the Truth and of patience and Constancy.

the significance of MY existence..

Sangat sukar untuk menterjemahkan dengan kata-kata perasaan aku tatkala ini. Sepertinya bernyawa sepertinya tidak. Segala kekalutan dan ketragisan telah melahirkan sebuah perasaan yang kosong. Seolah-olah mahu hidup perasaan itu tetapi terlalu sepi. Terlalu sunyi dan sendiri. Perasaan itu lantas seolah-olah tidak mengerti lagi. Apa dicita selama ini.Apa dikejar ke hari ni.Lalu tidak peduli lagi.Perasaan itu bagai hanyut dibuai mimpi.Mimpi yang tidak ada erti.Apa dimimpi apa diimpi bagai tidak dapat dibezakan lagi.Perasaan itu.Jika aku gambarkan perasaan itu seperti botol kaca yang sudah kehabisan isinya dan tertutup rapi.Tidak memberi faedah kepada sesiapa memiliki.Dan aku,pemilik botol kaca itu.Terus,apa harus kulakukan?Kekosongan dalam hatiku tak dapat diisi lagi.Lebih malang,aku sendiri tidak menyedari bila air di dalam botol kacaku kering.Sehinggalah ia menjadi begitu kronik.Bila dihitung-hitung hari nadiku berdenyut di bumi Tuhan ini,aku jagi kaget,aku jadi resah,jadi tidak keruan.Sehingga aku takut untuk melelapkan mataku di malam hari,bimbang tidak melihat esok lagi.Patutkah menyalahkan takdir,kerananya aku jadi begini lalu terus membuat dosa?Adakah wujudnya ekslusi bagi orang berhalusinasi untuk berbuat sesuka hati?Bukan tidak cuba mendekatkan diri pada Ilahi,tetapi barangkali tidak begitu ikhlas niat di hati?Apa mahu dibuktikan pada dunia?Kepandaian,pujian dan disanjung tinggi?Kini apabila semuanya tinggal sisa-sisa,terus apa lagi yang membuktikan kewujudan aku di sini?

Ya,sudahnya,apa kukejar selama ini?

talaa al badru by Shaikh Mishary alafasy.

stupidity is not tolerated here.

hv never tried this.feel like trying once.

ok.actually i was trying to blog in malay but i kinda at lost of what to blog abt.plus am bizzi-dizzy rite now so yeaa me better stop playing around & start doing my work.FOR GOD SAKE anor!!!

oh and dis is something to ponder,sent by a frn through an email.

Mengapa seseorang Yahudi dibolehkan menyimpan janggut untuk mengamalkan kepercayaannya...
...tetapi bila seorang Muslim berbuat demikian, dia dianggap ekstrim dan pengganas?

Mengapa seseorang rahib boleh meliputi keseluruhan tubuhnya kerana memperhambakan diri kepada Tuhannya...
...tetapi bila seseorang Muslimah melakukan begitu, dia ditekan?

Mengapa bila wanita barat menjadi surirumah, dia dihormati kerana dikatakan berkorban untuk keluarganya...
.....tetapi bila wanita Islam berbuat begitu, mereka kata, "dia mesti dibebaskan!"

Mengapa mana-mana gadis boleh ke universiti dengan berpakaian mengikut kesukaannya kerana punyai hak dan kebebasan...
...tetapi bila seseorang wanita Muslim memakai hijab, dia tidak boleh menjejakkan kakinya ke universiti?

Mengapa bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati sesuatu bidang, dia dikatakan punyai bakat...
...tetapi bila seseorang kanak-kanak meminati Islam, dia dikatakan tak berguna?

Mengapa bila seseorang Kristian atau Yahudi membunuh, agamanya tidak dikaitkan... tetapi baru sahaja seseorang Muslim didakwa melakukan jenayah, nama Islam turut diadili!
Mengapa bila seseorang berkorban diri untuk melihat orang lain hidup, dia amat disanjungi...
...tetapi bila seseorang warga Palestin melakukannya untuk menyelamatkan diri, keluarga, rumahtangga dan masjidnya, dia dikenali sebagai seorang pengganas?

Mengapa bila seseorang memandu kereta mewah dengan cara bahaya, keretanya tidak pernah dipertikaikan....
...tetapi bila seseorang Muslim melakukan kesalahan, orang kata ia adalah kerana agama Islamnya!

Mengapa kita terlalu percaya kepada akhbar...
...tetapi selalu persoalkan apa yang terkandung di dalam Al-Quranul Karim?
Sampaikan jika berasakan ia baik untuk sahabat anda!

done my part.:Pwell i mean yeaa so true.like in Germany,they're forbidding Muslim teachers from wearing scarfs,like wat the heck.its not like she's hiding a bomb in her hair or sumthing!doesn't make sense,does it?well they are just upgrading their imbecility level anyway.now who's the one who is actually oppressing women by denying their rights??it's funny that they don't feel a thing showing off their women's boobs yet feel so unsecure with a Muslim woman covering her head! wat the eF.(sorry,been using harsh words.clearly.STUPIDITY is NOT tolerated here!)

love is..(a poem by me)

love is such a great thing
for the joy that it brings
so beautiful a feeling
grants the life a meaning.

love is genuine and pure
it's a reason to endure
tho' it's vague and obscure
it's a treasure that's for sure.

love is a riddle foreseen
needs neither clue nor a hint
it's not blue nor it's green
it's not tint yet distinct.

love is the seed of existence
travels across any distance
the world smiles with its presence
and filled with tears with its absence.

love is a pleasure undefined
it's enormous yet it's fine
let not the heart rule the mind
for love is a foe when it is blind!

i can handle this!

this weekend and next week will be my busiest week so far since i've been chosen to be the speaker for our paediatrics seminar(out of 25 ppl,they picked my name!!!).tomorrow i'll be having end posting test for ortho,plus i have to present the malunited Colles' case in front of sir before that.and hv to meet mam after class to show the progress of paediatrics seminar.i haven't started practicing OBG seminar yet,i thought i can do it this weekend but i hv to start doing the power point presentation for my topic(for paed) as mam wanted to see it by tuesday(DUH! i hv to present OBG on the same day!)
i knows it seems pretty packed(with the fact that i havent studied ANYTHING at all,for theory exms!!!)but i know,Allah with never burden us with something that we cannot handle.
i can do this!
Dear Allah..pls make everything go smoothly for me..AMIN!